Friday, January 28, 2011
 Went out w LohQimin on 23 Jan! Had manymany funs! <3.  Went t her house first, thn used com, makeup, gossip etc, took like 4h t prepare, used my new palette fr eyeshadow, but in th end remove away ):  Thn set off t Causeway! went t eat macs ! Thn both our eyes kena eye infection ): my stupid lens, i buy fr 25$, everytime wear everytime like this. my whole eye like red lo ):  after tt, Qimin said take 911 bus, in th end took one whole round and came back t woodlands interchange! she bodoh max! ):  later went t take 913 bus, went t this uluh uluh community club ! but th place like cheap only, we saaaaaang manymany songs, like glass break only x; thn sing emo songs tt szb will high one ! LOL  after sing finish, quite late alr. ): thn her father fetched me home! so good <3. hehe. fun day ! (;    P.S; TO QIMIN : cause you have dslr and loves t camwhore, tts why all your photos! not cause love you alot uh! x; - went fr dental appt tday! v painpain ): cause i scared extraction of teeth, i tell th dentist (he shuai one ! x;) he say nxt appt x;. okk, nxt appt must be brave liao! ): Tuesday, January 25, 2011 Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet. I wiah i would meet SHINee- Taemin in rl. He's like so cute and handsome please ! heheh. ps, short letter. LEETAEMIN ' MYLOVE ! (: Cried my heart out yesterday while gng t sleep. been a long time since ive cried so much. it was his bday. just feel as though i owe him an explanation since i broke his heart so much. thought thru alot ytd, abt alot of things. it was not bcoz i dun love him anymore. infact, i do, alot. but life is just like tt isnt it. you dun always get to have what you want. all the good things have to go. people who treat you good will turn away from you. now looking at th cold stranger look he gave me everyday. i shudder. its okay. hope th next person will love you more. hope you will have happiness. hope you had forgotten me, although i have not forgotten you. did you even rmb my birthday? did you even rmb whn we were together? today is one 1 year 1 month and 23 days together, if it was still counting. people asked me : why did i leave you? you were such a nice guy. i know you will nv read this, so i can tell you here. it was fr your own good. someone told me t break w you, cause he cnt stand t see you being w me, and not sparing any time for your friends. LOL, so foolish me, crying again just typing this. yknow, i will love you still. best of luck . maybe 10,20 years down th road, you will still rmb me, and invite me t your wedding? i would gladly go, cause you have found someone much better thn me. and only on tt day, will i really let go of you. just wanna let you know th past 7mths, i didnt like anyone else. ohmy, i convinced myself i loved others, in th end it was still you. even though you were not th type tt i have always wanted. WHY. WHY. WHY. Bye.. Saturday, January 22, 2011 Day 8 - your favorite internet friend. I think it would be DenisePua . Although we would meet in school, we rarely have th time t talk tgt. However, on msn, she would chatter on and on! HAHA, really enjoyed chats w her. & she's really cute and funny. Mustmustmust talk t her on rl soon! But she always so shy ! ): - Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush. I shall dedicate this to my exboyfriend . Thanks for giving me th short-lived happiness. Thanks for making me believed that something known as "Love" . Thanks for all the precious memories that you have given me. Thanks for always being there and loved me. & Lastly, thanks for wasting your time on me. But, I hated you for the tears you costed me. I hated you for not being clear on why we had broken, when th day before we had seemed so in love. I hated you for making me think of all th memories you had given, but now you had gone and im left w all these pain. I hated t think that you are w another girl, giving her all th happiness you should have given me. & Lastly, i hated that you left my life and broke my heart whn you promised you would never do it. Forever? I doubt tt word exists. - Day 6 - a stranger. Hi stranger. I wanna know you more. We had not had fate t meet earlier, but we will meet sooner or later. And you this stranger could become my best friend in life (?) . Get t know me, cause everyone starts from being a stranger w one another. I am friendly ! Day 5 - your dreams. (opps, im like spamming all the letters cause im really bored, but dun feel like doing my piling homework, revising ffor tests... D:) I want to fly. Look down at all th people and spot my friends and family like tiny black dots. I want to soar, breathing in th purest air from high above th ground. i want to be happy. Cause i heard that whn you are at a higher ground, people would be happy. I want to be healthy, i want everyone close to me to be healthy. So i shall be a doctor next time. i want to be able to deliver the first breathe of every life. Witness the relief of the mother's of her newborn baby, and watch her embark on her brand new life with another living. i want to do manymany things. I dreamt of manymany things before. I dreamt that everyone around me would be happy. i dreamt that there would not be evil thoughts in anyone, so humans wouldnt have to live their hard lives and still be cautious of whether someone would stab you in the back whn you are not looking. Lastly, i dreamt that i would find my meaning in life soon. cause i have no idea why i am wasting food, oxygen, space right now. - Day 4 - your sibling. I have no siblings, thou i have manymany sisters and friends close to my heart. I have always wanted an older brother, to pamper me and adore me and treat me like his daughter. Also, i also dreamt tt my imaginary brother would say this to my boyf: If you ever dared to hurt her, i would chop your head off. <3. Older sister also can, we can share clothes, secrets, have diets together, hug together and sleep ! HEHE. But sadly. i have none D: - Day 3 - your parents. Hmm, i am proud to be the only child, although i experience some loneliness sometimes. I think my father loves me more, cause he would spent all his hardearn savings to buy things that i just merely said out. He never ever hitted me, unlike my mother, who would scream and yell at me just for little things. However, i love my mum too. She would cook all th nicenice food for me! :D i think she's like those people w hard words but soft heart . especially since im her only child! HEHE. FAMILY - Father and Mother I Love You! Despite all th rebellions i had, and how i would talk back t youall, i respect youu (LOL MY MAO ALL STAND D:) So, i <3<3 you 2! (: Day 2 - your crush. I dun have a crush currently. But im faithful to TayTiongBoon! *insert hearts* Day 2 - your crush. I dun really have a "best friend", but let me give my first letter to *QIMIN* !  (okay, im super unglam ): ) Fyi, its this girl on top. I have forgotten when we met! But i know although she's one year younger thn me, we can talk abt almost everrrything. and we have known each other for like, less than one year! She's always there for me, whn im angry, sad, happy. I love her manymanymany. *insert hearts* ohyeah, and she's super pretty! but super bitch too! hehe. although we scold each other alot, i still love you okk! (: ohyeah ohyeah, th first day i met her, i rmb-ed we went to Cube, thn got so many guys looking at her :p. She gave me manymany memories, although we did quarrelled and had cold fights now and thn. She entered my heart, and even if she ever leaves, th memories she gave me will be etched in my heart. :D “A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.” “The best gift in life is knowing that we have someone who loves us unconditionally, who can makes us laugh, who is there to listen and who warms our heart. The best gift in life is a best friend.” - I've deleted my past archives. Wanted to start afresh for everything. Let bygones be bygones. |
JASMINE♥ " She’s a lil girl, living in her perfect world Until the bad guy come, and tore everything apart.." Im 16 this year, born in the year of pig. flood me with presents on may10 I have a fcuked up attitude and i am a loner, anti. But those who knows me knows i have a crazy side, which i would only show to those whom are my true friends. I don't bite, so get to know me. Hate me? Your lost. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. the sites. Qimin,| Tania,| TingTing,| Chili,| January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 1 song playing ♥ Rock the world Designer : Chili. x o x o |
