Saturday, February 26, 2011
    Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Hai . I didnt meant t say those words . Although you pretend that everything is fine so that we can be friends agn, i can still feel th tension whn you talked t me . it's almost like i can read your mind : "you hurt me before, so i would nv ever trust you w my heart agn." oh well , i guess i got my returns . cause i heard your big laughter whn i was accidentally kicked by a ball tt day . and i just cried fr no reason . LOL . and people came t ask me: v pain uh , th ball ? nope . it was your tt fat laughter tt came out frm your mouth . and on tt day, my heart died \m/. - Tomorrow will be this girl's birthday! Hey bitch, thnks fr being in my life (:  Joan ; Stay happy & funny ! <: . yknow, once a joan, always a joan ! HAHA <: Sunday, February 20, 2011  I want to be like this with you. The first one cannot be done already, but at least the last 2?  Back to updating cause Grace said my blog was dead! nothing much recently, cause had been busy w school. sec 4 school life really sucks max. stress & homework , really making me unable t breathe . hehe just watched finish HSM all 3 seasons again . really nice, cried in th 2nd season. ZAC EFFRON'S EYES SO DAMN CHIO ! "Hey, you alright?" "Im pretending im alright, dont interrupt my performance." Saw this quote somewhere, damn nice <3. - What's there in the future if you dont treasure what's happening right now? You only have one chance in life you know, who knows, the next second you would end up in a terrible accident and lost the chance to say "I love you" to the person you loved the most but never had the chance t say it to her? I can only silently write little hearts on my book, and staring at you, while you dont know anything. Cause you will never understand, and you will never love me back. (: I want to make myself believeeeeee, that I can fit in . *oh pleaseplease, i wanna have a DSLR. to capture all the precious moments before i got old! pretty pleaseeeeee ? Sunday, February 6, 2011 Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. It's like, 4 years already. hehe im so old? ><. “You’re one of my biggest mistakes you are the first i ever loved. you are the first i ever cried for. even though you have thought i had hardlessly agreed t our breakup. i have t admit, i have lied t you. i have lied tt you are not the first i loved. but you made me understand th world's evil. and know that th only thing that guys ever wanted, is not your heart. its your body. and the most important lesson you have taught me, is that "everyone has the right to find their right one. you are not the right one for me, so i had been searching for my right one while i was with you." ok, at least im glad, you found the right one. cause you two are still together now! congrats. and thanks for making me grow so much. i've learnt to hurt people heart, although ten time less than wht you have did t me. (: - oh. so many people have caused me so much pain. (: i just thought of another one. we hit it off within like, 2months. were like, BFF! , went t each other's houses, outings, and people were envious of us. thn i didnt realised she was badmouthing me in my back. thn she left me. w/o a word, and left me figuring. what had i done? it was only through others' mouth, that i got t know. you thought i was such a bitch. thn i went t your blog. awww, watch my tears fall whn i read all your posts, regarding me. although you didnt mention my name, i knew they were all t me. just read how you scolded and criticised me. that was the darkest period of my life. because i just went through a similar situation in p6. but yours made me fell harder. and till now, we never spoke. many have tried t put as back tgt, but you just remained angry w me. i am even unsure what even happened. nvm, let all these be just past memories. i can bear with all these scars in my heart. its nothing. (:  Capturing all these painful memories, because they are memories after all. Every scar that says : I survived. Hey people, happy cny! :D this year quite boring lo, nothing t do one >: okay, every year was boring LOL. cause grandma stayed @ my house, so everybody came. cannot go out one. but also cnt bring out my work, later others go kajiao >; . watched blackswan yesterday! dun understand at all, hehe.  He went fr malaysia fr 2days! missing him like crazy, ): . the doubts between us is catching me. i keep thinking wht he would do behind my back. sigh, i have t start trusting him.. Tuesday, February 1, 2011  Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to. I guess im super lucky, i didnt experience any closeby relatives death. (: i really hope all my close ones would stay healthy and strong. so that they can live their life t th fullest, and die happily. (okay, not that i wish for ppl t die, but everyone will die eventually.) however, treasure everyone around you now. you never know what would happen the next second. never make enemies, or you would possibly regret it. there's nothing tt cnt be resolved! (: (LOL i sound like a counsellor!) live~laugh~love. live like there's no tomorrow(: Day 10 - someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to. many. many friends had came and left. whn there wasnt anymore common topic to talk abt, people just fade. who would be there to be with you, if they had nothing else t talk w you? if they could have a "better" friend? hmm, i think i dont talk as much t them ba. we used t be a clique, but now we are like complete strangers. they have changed, and so have i. i think they became happier w/o me? when we see each other on the road, it's just a simple "hi. bye.". what happened to us? do they still rmb our memories? or its only me clutching and reluctant t let go? what ever happened to "Best friends forever"? guess anyone and everyone can be replaced. forever wasnt in anyone's dictionary in the first place. those tt believed in forever, only believed in a lie. - A break up is like a broken mirror. It is better to leave it broken than to hurt yourself trying to put it back together. Happy 1year 3month! |
JASMINE♥ " She’s a lil girl, living in her perfect world Until the bad guy come, and tore everything apart.." Im 16 this year, born in the year of pig. flood me with presents on may10 I have a fcuked up attitude and i am a loner, anti. But those who knows me knows i have a crazy side, which i would only show to those whom are my true friends. I don't bite, so get to know me. Hate me? Your lost. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. the sites. Qimin,| Tania,| TingTing,| Chili,| January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 1 song playing ♥ Rock the world Designer : Chili. x o x o |
