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Tuesday, January 25, 2011
Cried my heart out yesterday while gng t sleep. been a long time since ive cried so much. it was his bday. just feel as though i owe him an explanation since i broke his heart so much. thought thru alot ytd, abt alot of things. it was not bcoz i dun love him anymore. infact, i do, alot. but life is just like tt isnt it. you dun always get to have what you want. all the good things have to go. people who treat you good will turn away from you. now looking at th cold stranger look he gave me everyday. i shudder. its okay. hope th next person will love you more. hope you will have happiness. hope you had forgotten me, although i have not forgotten you. did you even rmb my birthday? did you even rmb whn we were together? today is one 1 year 1 month and 23 days together, if it was still counting. people asked me : why did i leave you? you were such a nice guy. i know you will nv read this, so i can tell you here. it was fr your own good. someone told me t break w you, cause he cnt stand t see you being w me, and not sparing any time for your friends. LOL, so foolish me, crying again just typing this. yknow, i will love you still. best of luck . maybe 10,20 years down th road, you will still rmb me, and invite me t your wedding? i would gladly go, cause you have found someone much better thn me. and only on tt day, will i really let go of you. just wanna let you know th past 7mths, i didnt like anyone else. ohmy, i convinced myself i loved others, in th end it was still you. even though you were not th type tt i have always wanted. WHY. WHY. WHY. Bye.. |
JASMINE♥ " She’s a lil girl, living in her perfect world Until the bad guy come, and tore everything apart.." Im 16 this year, born in the year of pig. flood me with presents on may10 I have a fcuked up attitude and i am a loner, anti. But those who knows me knows i have a crazy side, which i would only show to those whom are my true friends. I don't bite, so get to know me. Hate me? Your lost. Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain. Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you. Day 14 - someone you’ve drifted away from. Day 15 - the person you miss the most. Day 16 - someone that’s not in your state/country. Day 17 - someone from your childhood. Day 18 - the person that you wish you could be. Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind—good or bad. Day 20 - the one that broke your heart the hardest. Day 21 - someone you judged by their first impression. Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to. Day 23 - the last person you kissed. Day 24 - the person that gave you your favorite memory. Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times. Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to. Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day. Day 28 - someone that changed your life. Day 29 - the person that you want tell everything to, but too afraid to. Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror. the sites. Qimin,| Tania,| TingTing,| Chili,| January 2011 February 2011 March 2011 April 2011 May 2011 1 song playing ♥ Rock the world Designer : Chili. x o x o |
